head-fuck: a person/object who/which spends all hours toying with others' minds.
so..
why toy with people's minds. is it going to personally achieve anything-
satisfaction or pleasure?
why make yourself out to be a completely complex creature when in all honesty, you know you're transparent.
there's nothing to you. you're a window pane.
why create a web and tangle yourself in it, why live by the word's of others, why make yourself a replica of society's entertainment sources.
i've come to realise-
when we hear a song, watch a movie, watch a show-
we find resemblances to our characters and our lives and find satisfaction in keeping to that image and the story.
we become puppets of someone-else's design, and dispose of our own reality, and leave ourselves behind..
why tangle yourself in that web of lies.
it's a game- you and i both know.
maybe your actions are unintentional, but it's not the intention, it's the interpretation.
maybe it's normal to you.
maybe you're creating a trail, completely unaware.
maybe i'm rambling- seeing a scenario, building the tension in a harmless situation.
maybe i'm wishing for something that's not there.
i wish you would stop pretending.