gain them. hurt them. lose them.
you're at a stage where you realise having friends doesn't necessarily translate to dependence, rather a source of inspiration and motivation..
however, there are those people that you have the fortune to come across.. who completely knock you over- not necessarily in a bad way.
and i've had that opportunity.
11 years ago.
it's as though you're fighting the longest battle.. it's hard. it's raining. it's muddy. the trenches are deep, the loss of blood is swarming the surroundings.
and you crave for that life support. a source of inspiration. a lightbulb. first aid. home. belonging... a friend.
this girl, she's been that light-bulb.
''you're a figher, jennifer sarker. you're there when everything has forsaken me.. don't feel stupid for losing the 'pure innocent' person you were.. because you right now, are one of the greatest people i have ever met.
and i don't want that to change''.
sure, people change.. you will, i will.
and i want us to change together because to be quite honest, i don't know what i'd do without you. and i don't want to know.
so don't let any pathetic excuse for a person let you down and determine your future. ''you're the master of your fate, you're the captain of your soul''
- by some famous poet guy.
it's our last year.. don't wast time on those who aren't worth it.
right now, YOU are the only person who is worth anything.
we'll do this together.
because you can't rise without a fall.
it's time to rise.
i love you.
